October 17, 2010
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Sorry, I just need to vent
Seriously I dont even know what to do anymore. I just need to vent right now.
First off, how do you even tell when a guy likes you? How do you know hes not saying all the cute stuff just to get you into bed? Everyone lies now just to get what they want. Im soo sick of being used. Im sick of falling for someone who isnt falling for me ; who just wants sex. I feel like Im never going to find a nice guy. I feel like they dont exist.
Second thing, why cant people just fucking be honest??? My ex still lies to me and I dont know why. I dont have the same feelings like I used to, Im just friends with him, which I must say is the most amazing feeling ever, but were friends. And he still lies to me. I dont care that hes dating a bitch, it doesnt bother me. As long as hes happy. But he still has to lie to me about it. He cant hangout with me because hes always with her. Im home from school maybe once a month and I dont fucking get to see him. I hate getting tossed aside. I just wanna be how we were. When he was there for me. But he fucking cant be because of his girlfriend. I feel like Im wasting my time, once again with another person.
Third thing, how the fuck are you best friends with someone for almost 3 years and then just stop talking to them?? I was best friends with a kid, we talked to each other about everything, he was there for me through the roughest time of my life. The day he graduated (a year and a half ago) he stopped talking to me. Hasnt talked since. Ive tried talking to him and Ive gotten nothing. Its killing me. I miss him. I miss being there for him and having him there for me. I hate how people can just let someone who meant a lot to them go so easily. But even more, I hate that I cant let people go who have clearly let me go /:
Thats all. I just needed to get that all out there.
Comments (9)
@xoXShyraXox - thank you
thanks darling! <3 kaybree
; First of all i just wanted too say thank you sooo much for suscribeing <3
& about your blog , the truth is everyone lies all the time infact the avarage person lies 4 times a day so really you cant trust anybody but i dont think that nessasarily means to give up and assume that EVERY guy is trying to get you into bed. and about your friend that you miss he is just probably getting used to life out there on his own its a hard transformation but im sure he misses you too just give him time <3 , Hope i could help I_Luv_Yuh_N3ver
thank you for the comment<3
It's alright if you neeeed to vent sometimes ! let it out ! + im always here if you neeed anything .
&+ Thannks for the commment <3
thank you for the comment<3
thank you.
thanks for the comment
& i completely understand your vent, my best friend just dropped off the face of the earth, and he's graduating this year. every boy i talk to has sex as their goal, too. my boyfriend even talks about it, which isn't the point, but just so you know, you're not alone
thanks for the comment love<3!
-aimee