July 28, 2013

  • This is it ):

    I cannot believe that after all these years, xanga is about to be gone. I think I have been on here for like 7 years. I am going to miss this site so much. Nothing else compares to it. Reading quotes has helped me through so many things and I will never forget it! I love everyone on here, how much people come together when someone is in need. I made a tumblr 


    Feel free to follow me, I follow back (:

    I also have a pinterest, you can just search my name

    Shyra Lancey

    Just let me know and I will find you and follow you as well. I really don’t use anything else. I hope that everyone stays in touch and if not, have a great life. I will miss you all!!
    <3 Love you all so much! And I appreciate anything anyone on here has ever done for me! <3

July 3, 2013

  • Personal Update

    I don’t know if anyone will read this and I’m not putting it out there so people will. I just need to say all this instead of texting the person I really want to text and say this to.

    I’m having a really tough time with the breakup and I don’t even know what to do anymore. I never thought that we would break up, with all honesty. I’m still shocked by the way things ended, not only with our relationship but with our friendship. It was so easy for him to just completely walk away. We had a huge fight about my cats…and he decided he no longer wanted to be friends with me…which sucked because we were trying to figure things out and get back together after time. I think that’s what hurts the most. Thinking about what could have been. Thinking about everything he ever said to me and everything he promised me…all broken promises now. I can’t talk to anyone I know about this because I shouldn’t be hurting like this, the things he said to me were horrible and I should hate him and I should be so mad at him but I’m not and I can’t admit that to people. I’m sad. I’m heartbroken. I really want to text him and tell him how much it sucks that everything between us ended completely but I can’t. He hates me, I know he does. I’ve never felt so lonely before. I’ve never needed anyone to make me feel like I wasn’t alone or like I needed someone but with him, it was different and no matter who I’m around, I just feel lonely. Like a part of me is missing. I tried keeping busy so now I work more, at two different places almost 7 days a week and I started working out this week but then I get home and everything comes back. I’m at a loss of what to do.

    Another thing that sucks about all this is I love reading quotes that relate to how I feel but now xanga is closing and I don’t know where else to go for quotes. I got tumblr but it’s mostly pictures and I don’t know. I feel like I had more than this to say but I can’t think of anything else. Once again, I don’t know if anyone read this but if you did, thank you very much. <3